The first look you say hey i can do that
i can win that
im better than that guy
What if i add this move and this move
How is this technique like
how can i attack my opponent
The Sport and the Science doesnt concern you anymore
you dont care about the win
you dont care about the battle
You just care about you and the music
It’s been awhile since I’ve written an actual blog for myself to look back to. Things have been only going one direction, up. Just a couple months back, I found out I was able to apply for other schools on their terms. CSU East Bay is where I am looking at. I am now working 2 jobs, making myself working full time. AIG (Applied Innovation Group) have been treating me very well with the new job. Future Arts Now will always be my main focus though. I enjoy every minute of it. Teaching will never fade from my life. People always wonder how do I do it. They wonder is it difficult or even ask how difficult is it. They ask how or where did I even meet her. Well.. just like any other relationship, sometimes it’s just not that simple. Let’s just say that at this point in my life, I feel complete and whole. We’ve had our many ups and downs over the past year (Ya.. it’s been over a year already! So fast..). Sounds complicated with the distance, but we make it work. Yes, I can say that this relationship is nothing like I’ve ever experienced before. Our communication is everything. Of course, communication is what every relationship needs. But with us.. we didn’t fall in love having the factors of physical attractions or physical activities (If you know what I mean..). We fell in love with our personalities, our ridiculous thoughts we call humor, our differences, and the list goes on… She has truly shown me the reality meaning of nothing is impossible.
I would write more, but I think I will cut it short for now. For those who would like to hear the story of “how we met,” we can do that in person.
“BBOY… This is more than a word or something to do on the weekends.. It’s the reason why I am who I am… and why i do what i do.. It pushes me away from it at times.. and makes me come back when there is nothing else.. Its kept me out of trouble, yet always gives me drama.. It’s free, but costs time.. It makes you feel unbeatable and than slaps you back into reality… It’s giving me a chance, when nobody else would.. This word is who i am.. I don’t need to travel or get payed to know this… Its not a life style, its my life… I break to create.. I create to learn.. I learn because thats all I know…” - Bboy Casper
Well put Casper, I wouldn’t put this in any other way.